Participants share their experiences during the closing session of the October-November 2010 Devotional Retreat in Mallorca, Spain.
“But you remember, from just this little part, how lovely was the song, how wonderful the setting where you heard it, and how you loved those who were there and listened with you.” T-21.I.6:3
So long my heart has been longing for
Home.
So long!
Your Song is saying all roads lead to
Rome.
Your song!
I am angry and striving and yearning for
You.
When will You come and say”How do you
do?”
You say you are closer than my thoughts and my
breath.
You say there is only Truth and no
death.
Show me today and not tomorrow.
I am still insane and filled with
sorrow.
So am I crying
and believe I am dying.
I can’t see the Glory.
Only my story.
How long must I wait
before Your Answer is here?
It’s GETTING LATE!
I’m impatient, I SWEAR!
A WHISPER IN MY EAR:
”I am here, I am here.
I am everywhere!
I am your Feeling.
I am your Healing.
I am your Peace.
You see ego; You freeze!
I am your Pleasure.
I am your Treasure.
I am your Ease.
You see ego; You freeze!
I am your Passion.
I am your Fashion.
I am your Call.
You see ego;You feel small!
I am your Living.
I am your Giving.
I am your All.
You see ego; You feel small!
I am your Joy.
I AM. O’boy!
I am your Rain.
You see ego; you feel pain!
I am your Seeing.
I am your Being.
I am your Fame.
You see ego; you feel shame!
I am your Source.
I am your Course.
I am your Luck.
You see ego; You are stuck!
I am your Stay.
I am your Way.
I am your Truck.
You see ego; You are stuck!
The ego is only a fake!
Take it is easy! Take a break!
Calm down for God’s Sake!
In Reality you are already Awake!
Play and sing, relax and join!
Throw away the dualistic coin!
Let it jump and cut the surface of The
Sea!
See it sink and disappear!
See ME coming Near!
Sink you too down deep and be
Free
in ME.”
Blessings from Malfrid
Buhani has recorded a new song called “Lay down your arms”. The video and song are below
I want to send my love to all Mighty Companions I met at Mallorca and those I have met through their sharing afterwards. My heart is full of gratitude. Sharing your light helps my light shine through.With all my heart I want to live in Forgiveness and Peace.
Happy Christmas !
Maj-Lis
A short video of David in the monastery chapel in Mallorca singing “all you need is love”. Video made by Andy
Buhani has had many beautiful songs pouring through him recently. Here is another one called “Love Is”. Click on the player below to listen..
or watch the video…
Love Is
by Buhani Fall
The Love in me is loving You
This Love is old, this Love is new
This Love is now, this Love is true
And I can’t close my heart no no more
The Love in you is the Love in me
This Love can grow cuz this Love is free
This Love is all in all I see
And I don’t need to seek no no more
I’m letting go of what I thought I knew
I’m movin on I’m piercing through
My prison cell, my private hell
These walls of fear are falling
I never knew a Love like this
Forever true, still this Love exists
My Love is yours and your Love is mine
Your Love is strong, your Love is kind
This limitless Love beyond time
is the light that brought you in my life
This Love is mine, this Love is yours
This Love is whole, this Love is sure
This Love is One, this Love is pure
And that’s all, all that matters to me
I’m letting go of what I thoght I knew
I’m movin on I’m piercing through
My prison cell, my private hell
These walls of fear are falling
I never knew a Love like this
Forever true, still this Love exists
Love is Love is Love is
LoooOOOoove is!
I’m not afraid, I feel no fear
My heart is healed, my mind is clear
And everywhere is just like here
And there’s nothing but this that is Real
The Love in me is the Love in you
And I recieve with gratitude
This Love is Now, this Love is true
No, there is nothing but this that is Real!
I’m letting go of what I thought I knew
I’m movin on I’m piercing through
My prison cell, my private hell
These walls of fear are falling
I never knew a Love like this
Forever true, still this Love exists
Love in me
Love in you
Loving me
Loving you
Love in me
Love in you
Loving me
Loving you…
Hi everyone,
Here’s one more music video that Buhani, JP, Frances, Michael and I worked on during the Mallorca devotional (see below). JP just put it together and sent it to me. Enjoy the beautiful expression of the Spirit pouring through!!!
Showers of Love,
Helena
This song is a prayer of removing all fears so that the light of Christ can shine within the mind. Helena is singing, Resta received the lyrics/music and Buhani Fall has modified the music and produced the song. Frances Xu, Michael Salita and Jason Press filmed and edited the music video that was shot at the 2010 Mallorca devotional in Spain.
Link to the music video
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uTZWVVyt_2w
Music album
“Sing Me Awake” (not yet released)
Lyrics
Shine, holy light,
gentle light of Christ.
Shine, holy light.
Shine within my mind.
Shine away the blocks to love.
Shine away the false.
Shine away resistances
to the memory of God.
Dissolve my thoughts of separateness
and images of fear,
until I see the Face of Christ
shining bright and clear.
Bathe my mind with light of joy,
the radiance of the One.
Cleanse away sad dreams of pain
with the tender light of love.
Help me be a child of light,
shining as I dream.
Illuminate my holiness
to be a light that heals.
Let my brothers see in me
the light that is their own,
honoring their holiness
and leading them back home.
Dear all mighty companions,
I was out shoveling snow from my drive way this morning, and it was so beautiful with all this white gleaming snow. I love it.
This afternoon I was at a church concert called “Elvis in the Church”. It was great!
Since I came home from Mallorca, I have more at peace in my mind. And my joy level has risen several notches.
I am so grateful for David’s talk about prayer, that we had in one afternoon. Now when something troublesome comes in my way, I often laugh and thank The Holy Spirit for giving me an opportunity to remove another block. That has been so helpful !!! Thank you.
Another thing that has been helpful has been the reminder that everything is past past past, and that the only free will I have is in my reactions of what is happening. It takes away the struggle. It has been such a relief to think about it this way.
But the last couple of days I experience doubt and confusion. It is difficult for me to put these confused thoughts down in words (and especially in english), but I will try, since I would like to get some help from you on this topic.
How can something both be past and happen in that same moment based on my reactions to a situation?
For example: if something “bad” “happens to me” and I react so strongly, that I shoot/hit the person that “caused” this reaction. Or something “nice” “happens to me” and I react in a way that I kiss/hug this person? Both situations were just an emotional reaction that took form as a shooting or hugging.
If everything is is past, how can I be the one who creates incidents according to my feelings/reactions? And if I could have avoided this incident by choosing another reaction, then how could it already had happened in the past? So are my reactions also predetermined? I am confused.
I loved being with you all in Mallorca. I miss the no private thoughts and no people-pleasing together with you. And I look forward to see you again next year on Tenerife or Andalusia, or Mallorca or…..
Lots and lots of love…………….Netti
Dear Netti and everybody.
Only loving thoughts are true. Only! All other thoughts are ego thoughts and not true. I try to remember and my beloved KJ helps me a lot to remember the Truth.
Other thoughts are not good or bad, just not true.
Hypothetical intelligent questions are egos try to figure out something to prove God and love is not real. Do not listen!
Lots of love.
Malfrid
Hi Netti,
Like Målfrid is saying, only loving thoughts are true and what seems to happen in the “same moment based on my reactions to a situation” is actually still the past, it is not the true Present Moment or the Holy Instant. It is a reaction to something caused by a belief in the mind, a belief other than “only truth is true and nothing else is true”. Projections come from beliefs and projection makes perception, and this is what we are healing through the forgiveness of reactions and emotions and projections..
“If everything is past, how can I be the one who creates incidents according to my feelings/reactions?” That’s why the dream is used as a metaphor, you only believe it is “you”. It is actually not understandable to the ego.
“if I could have avoided this incident by choosing another reaction, then how could it already had happened in the past? So are my reactions also predetermined? I am confused.” Everything in form is basically of the past, and David use to talk about the “future-past” and the “past-past”, both are the past because they seem to play out in form. The future-past just seems as if it has still not happened in your life in the world, but it all played out in the unholy instant, the instant of the tiny mad idea that the course is talking about. The instant when the mind thought it could create unlike God and hid in guilt and fear because it thought it actually did it. That’s why you don’t need to be concerned with what you seem(ed) to choose in form, only with the forgiveness of the beliefs. The Holy Spirit is there to guide and lead you through all the beliefs and show you which way to go while still believing in the dream of the world.
Rather than thinking “The script is written” means that everything is predetermined it helps to think that everything of form is past (written is in past tense). Then you only need be concerned with your state of mind, choosing your right mind in any situation and moment.
I hope that clarifies it!
Love, Jenny
Hello David.
I want to thank you from the bottom of my heart for these 6 wonderful weeks in Mallorca. It has truly a life changer and time immensely well spent.
I Love you!
My gratitude exceeds words.
Here is the music and lyrics to: Children’s story “A tiny mad idea”
Feel free to share it however you feel guided to.
Listen to “Childrens Story”
or watch the video..
Once upon a thought, in the mind of the son
When all was light and life was fun.
Where love was law and it was understood
that everything is One and God is good.
there lived his only son who was misled
when a tiny mad idea crept in and said.
you are not in spirit you’re in space and time
You’re a mind in a body and ya not divine
It was all a joke but he forgot to laugh
and before he felt whole, but now much less then half.
Guilt arose and along came fear.
And so thought the son that his end was near.
The end being death he started to panic.
And his thoughts went back and forth like he was manic.
He was feeling all bad missing his Father.
But the tiny mad idea said, He does’nt bother.
The Son chose to listen and believed in the lie.
Not listening to His Fathers voice from deep inside.
saying Son I love you so why don’t you return.
But the Son was on the run he thought his bridges where burned.
And so tried to find happiness in this new place.
Where everything was governed by time and space.
He never quite fit in and all he found was grief.
with nowhere to rest feeling haunted like a thief.
It all seemed real but he paused this question?
maybe it’s all based on false perception.
And swoosh! came assistance from the voice within.
It said You are still Love you have never sinned.
This time He listened cuz he so wanted to go home.
He said maybe I was wrong, I’m ready to be shown.
The tiny mad idea freaked, knowing it was doomed.
screaming I will haunt you even in your tomb.
But the Son said NO!, Ive had enough of you.
And Angels appeared and the world seemed brand new.
And everything was bright and His fear was gone.
and The whole world sang along in a unified song.
and then He opened His eyes and He realized
It was all a dream to his great delight.
-Buhani
Hi Helena,
Thank you helping me discover the love that is inside me.
What a glorious gift!
You join so softly and powerfully that love’s truth quickly takes me over.
I’ve been listening over and over to “Love is seeking me.” Wonderful!
I found some related lines from the Course and have attached them.
Peace, love and joy,
Andy
Love is Seeking Me
You see love as destructive, and this you think saves you from God, Whose total Love would completely destroy you. T-15.X.7.
The special relationship is the acting out of vengeance on yourself. In seeking the special relationship you deny glory in yourself and the relationship becomes your substitute for it. T-16.VII.5.
Whenever any form of special relationship tempts you to seek for love in ritual, remember love is content, and not form of any kind. T-16.V.12.
What form can be a substitute for God the Father’s Love? What form can take the place of all the love in the Divinity of God the Son? T-30.III.2.
Your task is not to seek for love, but merely to seek and find all of the barriers within yourself that you have built against it. It is not necessary to seek for what is true, but it is necessary to seek for what is false. Every illusion is one of fear, whatever form it takes. T-16.IV.6.
Accept the fact that perfect love is in you. T-15.VI.2.
What God did not give you has no power over you, and the attraction of love for love remains irresistible. For it is the function of love to unite all things unto itself, and to hold all things together by extending its wholeness. T-12.VIII.7
God asks your mercy on His Son and on Himself. Deny Them not. They ask of you but that your will be done. They seek your love that you may love yourself. T-24.III.8.
The Holy Spirit will send you His witnesses if you will but look upon them. Remember always that you see what you seek, for what you seek you will find. Seeking and finding are the same, and if you seek for two goals you will find them, but you will recognize neither. You will think they are the same because you want both of them. The mind always strives for integration, and if it is split and wants to keep the split, it will still believe it has one goal by making it seem to be one. T-12.VII.6.
Take no thought for yourself, for no thought you hold is for yourself. If you would remember your Father, let the Holy Spirit order your thoughts and give only the answer with which He answers you. Everyone seeks for love as you do, but knows it not unless he joins with you in seeking it. If you undertake the search together, you bring with you a light so powerful that what you see is given meaning. T-14.X.10.
In the holy instant you unite directly with God, and all your brothers join in Christ. Those who are joined in Christ are in no way separate. For Christ is the Self the Sonship shares, as God shares His Self with Christ. T-15.V.10.
Pause and be still a little while. Your mind knows where it belongs. Free its wings, and it will fly in sureness and in joy to join its holy purpose. Let it rest in its Creator, there to be restored to sanity, to freedom and to love. W-128.6.
Ask for love, for happiness, and for eternal life in peace that has no ending. Ask for this, and you can only win. To ask for what you have already must succeed. W-200.3.
So would I liberate all things I see, and give to them the freedom that I seek. For thus do I obey the law of love, and give what I would find and make my own. It will be given me, because I have chosen it as the gift I want to give. Father, Your gifts are mine. Each one that I accept gives me a miracle to give. And giving as I would receive, I learn Your healing miracles belong to me. W-349.1.
